Pain is nothing new to humans. We all know pain. It is the great moderator of life. All life attempts to avoid pain-and thrives for doing so. It doesn’t take a premed major to tell you why; the things that cause us pain are those that damage us and make us less whole…less likely to survive, essentially.
But, I don’t want to talk about physical pain. I’m referring to a far different and possibly far worse form of pain. I’m referring to emotional pain.
Emotional pain occurs when you place trust in someone and that trust is somehow betrayed. Everyone has experienced it at some point. Likewise, everyone has caused it at some point. And, just as there are varying degrees of physical pain, so to are there varying degrees of emotional pain. Similarly, the degree of pain felt corresponds to the gravity of the injury. Some injuries are just minor cuts and bruises. You may silently chastise yourself for your foolishness, but you know you will probably suffer a similar injury down the line.
Then, there are the more serious wounds that leave scars. And when you look at these scars you may wince in recollection of the pain and suffering.
On the surface, these scars may seem like an undesirable aftermath of your injury. But this couldn’t be further from the true. Scars have a very important function: They serve as a constant reminder to the mistakes we have made in our life. And the important thing to remember is that you were able to heal. You may be left temporarily rattled and overly cautious-but you are whole again.
I could go on to discuss wounds that range in severity between scarring wounds and mortal wounds….but they are not effective in maintaining the overall metaphor and so shall be skipped.
This, then, leads us to mortal wounds. The end-all wounds. Emotionally, you can never recover. I can’t go in to depth on these wounds because I’ve never experienced them (literally and metaphorically).
Perhaps, our relationships can be seen in these terms. You get daily scratches or bruises. Of course, you barely notice because the rewards are so much greater than the injury. Occasionally, you suffer an injury that leaves a scar. It hurts, but you should be proud to know you were not crippled by it. You learned from it, and were stronger for it.
And, in the end, all this pain is okay because….well…you lived. You experienced something wonderful.
Vaya con Dios,
Dalton